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So here I stand at 3:04 in the am post St. Pattys day... and I'm ready to rant. Ready? Good. So, I've had a few beers to drink tonight, in fact enough to get me home, take a shower, and blow a .14 on my breathalyzer. So, here I am, once again failing to listen to His commands and words. Pathetic. I really am. As I type, I am here in my kitchen with my laptop on the counter ready to document my next step. By the way, this blog post is real time. As I type, time passes by. I'm not going back and editing thoughts or cleaning things up. Anyways, so I've finally decided that I need to do what I've wanted to do for a long time - dump all my beer out down the drain. Here we go...........

Done. It's now 3:14 and I've done what I thought just a few years ago was sacrilegious... dump 15 cans and 5 bottles of beer down the drain. It's really that serious.

God says, and I quote: "And be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Spirit" Ephesians 5:18; "Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor homosexual offenders nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God." 1 Cor6:9-10

NOR DRUNKARDS WILL INHERIT THE KINGDOM OF GOD. Seems pretty serious to me. Time to get serious I figure.

In any event, it's late. I need to get to bed. Sorry about my ranting - even though it's not much of a rant. More than anything, I want a documentation of when I finally took another step and dumped my beer down the drain.

Crazy.